Yes, He Is Dangerous

You know I wish I didn't still love you,
Or do I?
I dance around the feelings so much
But now I have grown tired
The simple truth is not always hard to understand
But often hard to swallow.

Did you know that I dream sometimes?
The air grows still
And thick the silence waits
With all my powers now so lost
And unto Him I pray.

Do not cast me aside
Do not throw me away
All the times I have been wrong
And now I drown in it.

I cannot stop the feeling
And so perhaps now I will stop the trying
And let it wash over me-
My love for you,
And all that regret...

I am here and stone by stone
I let it in and let it out
And all the things I kept inside
Slowly wet the earth with tears
And drown the ground with my blood
As every wall comes down.

Do I lay dying?
Or do I near a rebirth of things I thought long broken?
I miss the sound that soothed my heart
I miss the touch that calmed the beast-
And now though it may be to late...
I will let him out.