A Brief Prayer (well you just come in in the middle)

...And then, as it were all of a sudden, I realized that your grace was sufficient for me. I also forgot to look for the way out- but then I remembered that there was one- and that always. Thank you so much for not demanding my feelings be other than they are. Thank you for working for my good (and your glory), and not telling me to call every single event good. Thank you for making me in a way that I can (by your help) actually live consistently with your word. We think so many wrong things so often- and we are so confident of how right we are... but you have not abandoned me. You have not thrown me away. All praise be to Jesus Christ my Lord and God...